people is fun

He is 'Adrian' from Woolies apparently.

Adrian - "I want u so bad"

Me - "fail"

Adrian - "well if u saw me maybe u would change ur mind"

Me - "doubt it"

Adrian - "u want me u just won't admit it"

Me - "well maybe if you close your eyes and wish reallllllyyy hard......no, still aint got a chance"

Adrian - "let me touch you"

Me - "nahhhh don't think I will"




I'm usually better at screwing with people's heads.
But I'm tired.

its the circle of life

No need for any more study.
Holidays have finally arrived.
*dances*
SUCKED IN EVERYONE ELSE!

I have a cyber stalker.
Who apparently knows my 'boyfriend', I use that term loosly.
And seems quite persistent that we get together for a 'gang bash'.
And its also clear that no matter how much I seem to ignore him, if he has my number, he will keep on texting.
Hmmm, I usually have fun with randoms. But I'm not in the mood tonight.
Pft, stalkers are no fun unless they're at least a little smart.
Him - "I want you"
Me - "its funny how you want what you can't have"
Him - "explain"

LOL
Him - "I'm very tastey"
Me - "yeah, I don't do guys that lick themselves"

This is fun.

Odessy

My pillow smells like toast.
*buries head in pillow*


Geeez, way not to text me back.
-.-



I have weird blogging mood swings.

no you girls.

This is a weird feeling.
I'm all.....blegh.

Is it love, or attention that I seek?
Is it lust, or boredom?
Is it wanting to be with someone, or fear of being alone?

I just don't know anymore.

I'm such a tease, doesn't matter who it is, I'll lead 'em on.
Most of the time I mean to, other times it's completely involuntary.
And then there's times when I just do it for the fun of it.

But, hey, I have fun.
People can say what they want about me.

meow

*licks knee*

"Lets nickname her Cobby!!"
"She needs a good sweeping out"
"Haha, you dirty little slut, you"


"I'm sorry, I only check out the hot ones.
Oooh BURN!"


"Oh yeah, Maddie would know all about that, aye"

and now I'm thinking...

.........does she still have that duck from Easter last year?
Or was it the year before....?

I dunno.


Blegh, English oral today.
Lol, oral.
*giggles to self*

I think

I need to say something.
Before it's too late and I just bury myself deeper.

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS?

I shouldn't feel sick when you feel sick.
Or sad when you're sad.
Or lonely when you're not there.

My heart skips a beat everytime I see you, or hear your voice.
And when you look at me, no one else exists.

I want to be happy, accept that it's not gonna happen.
But even I don't believe in that.

pick me up

Guy - "hey, my names Tom and I like girls."

Madi - "hey, my names Madi and so do I"

BURRRRRN


Wee, I saw Genahman today.
That whole 2 minute conversation was totally awesome.
Hahaha.
Maybe if it wasn't so fucking busy we couldbe talked.
-.-


This pasta tastes funny.

eyelashes

Eyes are sexy.
I want Kristy's eyelashes.

*drools*

WOAH ITCHY KNEE!

Ok, so I'm really just rambling on cuz I want these 100 blogs.
BUT FUCK YOU, it's not like anyone reads these anyway.

97

I'm trying to get to 100 blogs tonight.
Without repeating myself too much.

I had work tonight at the swim club.
It was awesome.
Free food.
My work shirt.
Hahahaha.

My shirt is retarded.
So I pimped it.
Now it's all harajuku style and whatnot.
I'd actually wear it out.
Ok, maybe not. But its so much better now.

Blegh I'm sleepy.

I wish.....

-my blogs were entertaining
-my thighs didn't squish quite so much when I sit down
-I didn't fail all my exams so bad
-people would tell me why they hate me so much instead of just being retarded and ignoring me
-people would stop pretending they know everything about me
-i had money
-i had greener eyes
-i was 18
-hypocrites would accept the fact that they are hypocrites and stop having to always be right
-alanna would come back to MAC
-i was funnier
-i didn't always feel this way about him
-i was a better singer


Wishing is fun.
Knowing that none of that is gonna come true isn't.

work...

Is boring tonight.

But I'm so awesome, figuring out this computer and all.
People must think I'm such a geek.
"Hey, this damn computer just fucked up."
"MADDDIIIEEEEE??"

"......I'm on it"

I'm thirsty.



So, MAC grade 11, maths b.
...did anyone else totally fail that exam??
I kinda looked around and it seemed like everyone in Mr Ousby's class was scribbling and working things out.
Then there's Mr Wagner's group, staring at walls and drooling.
Haha, is swear to God maths c was easier than that.
Blegh

disco stick

I reckon Lady Gaga used to be a dude.

This film clip is like free porn...


Omg, I have the biggest fucking headache it's not funny.
Well, maths exams will do that to you.
Ha, I reckon Mr Wagner thinks I'm the biggest idiot right now.
"Maddie, what type of equation is this?"
*stares at paper and makes weird throat gurgling noise*

Yeah, I'm not meant to be in pre-voc.

That exam was fucking 3 hours long.
I think I'm going to die.
And studying for maths b tomorrow just makes me so much happier.

I wish I was working tonight.
I love Thusrday nights, they're so relaxing.
But no, I get to sit here and try think of excuses to why I'm not doing my study.
I could use some panadol.

Haha, I swear I was gonna get pulled up by the cops today after the exam.
Walking around in school uniform at 12.
They kept driving up and down Stafford road, looking at me.
That woulda been awesome, I could've asked 'em for a ride home.


Hehe, I made Gabby's day yesterday.
Makes me feel special.
Someone reckons I'm not a waste of space.
It's a good feeling.

Hmm, for a person with no conscience, I'm kinda starting to feel bad about something.
Blegh this is an icky feeling.

first exam

Is finally over.
I'm so happy, I could cry.
But I'm also so pissed that I could cry.

WHO THE FUCK PUTS EVERY EXAM SESSION IN THE SAME ROOM???

It was annoying....

as nerdy as this sounds

I love maths tutoring.

*maddie gets text*
"BAHAHAH Hey Ree, Gabby is s forward, chech this out"

*reannah reads the text out loud*
"Have you had sex?"

And of course, Mr Wagner has JUST walked into the room.



I don't think I can ever look at him again.
Which kinda sucks cuz I have him for maths 10 times a week.
Hahahaha, I love Ree.

Goodie, guess who has a maths c exam tomorrow morning?!
I think I'm stressing more about the fact that I'm not stressing enough.
Why aren't I more worried?

Moving on.....

Sor is awesome, I love my class.
Gabby and I are sexy bitches.
She wants me.
^_^

Blegh, I should really start my English oral report.
Ha, it just took me 5 minutes to spell English right.
Shutup...

Oooh I smell pasta!!!!




Hmmm, I think I'll text Matt.
I find it funny how we haven't talked in days.

I love maths

"If you have half a pizza, plus have a pizza. How many pizzas do you have?"

"SIX PIZZAS!!!!
.....wait, how many slices in half a pizza?"



BAHAHAHA
Love you Mel

you annoy me

Like, a lot, sometimes.
Stop being such a hypocrite.

wee I found my glasses

I've discovered that coffee makes me smart.
Seriously.
Never before have I gotten so many maths c questions right in one lesson.
I actually knew what I was doing!


Hehe, I love neck kisses.
They make me all bubbly.

brings me to my knees

"In the arms of the angel"



I hate people that send you mixed messages.
MAKE UP YOUR MIND ALREADY!!
I'm not gonna wait around until you decide.

I'm addicted to you don't you know that you're toxic

I feel like I haven't blogged in ages...

SUPRISE!!!
*gabby retreats back inside*
Gabby's party was mad arse fun.. When they weren't throwing me in the pool....



Mmmmmm, I really hate this whole thing I've gotten myself into.
Its like I'm just digging my own grave...
But God it's fun.
I love the thrill

what's sexy about your name

"You Are Passionate Sexy

You are sexy because you are torrid. You are a fiery lover.

You have an extremely high sex drive. And you don't do much to control it.

You crave variety and excitement. If someone interests you, you'll pursue them... full force.

Your passion is all consuming. There's nothing that can quell your sexual energy.

Sexual freedom is very important to you. You don't like following rules.

You feel that anything between consenting adults should be fair game."




Yeah, pretty much.

egghead

I always feel bubbly after hanging out with her.

laaaaaame

You annoy me sometimes..



Well I'm bored.
I'm sure I should be doing some study or assignments or something.
But I'm really, really not in the mood.

"Geez, you're just as dumb as this one."
Thanks Sir, you're an awesome teacher.
Lol

Well, an update on me.
I've decided to stop killing my hair with all the dying and hair straightening and stuff.
I'm letting it grow out, cut it short so that I get rid of all the dead ends, and eventually it'll be nice and healthy like hair should be.
Instead of the dull hair I have now that rips out if you touch it.

Dying my hair has become a weekly activity for me....

druggssss

"Haha this bag smells sooo good!"

"Oooh what's in there, food??"
*exicted face*

GOD CRUMPY IS A CUTIE!

Interschool swimming carnivals

Are the best days!

.....when you stay at home.

Weeeee, I'm finally up to date with all my assignments!

lulz

"He bought me a rat!


...I called it bleach"




Of course.

dear diary

I think I'm a lot happier this way.
It's a hell of a lot less dangerous too.

teenagers think about sex

"It's a widely held belief that all teenagers think about is sex."

I wonder what makes them say that....

lulz

"No he's not my boyfriend, we aren't going out... yet"

UH, NO BITCH!
Pretty sure he can do so much better.

my blogz

georginaaaaaaaa kiss away the difference:
skin slicked with sweatskin slicked with sweatskin slicked with sweatskin slicked with sweatskin slicked with sweatskin slicked with sweat

georginaaaaaaaa kiss away the difference:
skin slicked with sweat. skin slicked with sweat. skin slicked with sweat. skin slicked with sweat.

georginaaaaaaaa kiss away the difference: im aroused.

madz. you can call me dragon:
Cuz you want me

sausage rolls

"See Mary, if we keep eating sausage rolls for lunch, we're gonna look like that eventually."

*points*

"EW NO! MADDIE YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH!!"


"Yes, this is why people like us shouldn't mix.
You just end up with two horny bitches."


Lol, I love her.

A blog about him

It's kinda weird, I should feel bad, but I don't.
Actually, I couldn't care less.

You don't like me, that's all well and good.
But nothing bothers me.
You can say things like "I'm not a jerk"
But you ARE, you don't see it, but it's clear as day to everyone else.

And I've suddenly realised.
I really, actually do hate you.

I can't believe it

.....he's

.........fucking

..................BALD










God that guy has balls.

mehhh

I want some love.






Gosh I'm lonely.

A group discussion.

Seriously, that's primary school.
We're grade 11.

If you have a problem, don't organise a big meeting about it.



You don't own us.
We never said that we didn't want to be your friends.
What's wrong with wanting to be friends with someone else at the same time?

I haven't blogged since Monday

I just haven't felt up to it, I guess.

I've suddenly got a craving for Justin Timberlake......
Odd.


I've decided on my plan.
And in my head, it works out pretty well everytime I play it.
Now we play the waiting game.

The thing is, I know I can do better.
But I don't want to.

discovery

It's come to my attention, that guys seem to care less that you can't dance, as long as you do a lot of bouncing.


"Someday when I'm a rockstar, I'll own you.
I'll make you bounce for me.

WAIT, that came out wrong..."





How was it meant to come out then??

mmmmm walking

I need to stop walking down roads which I never knew existed....

But my urge to explore is too strong for my own good.

I swear to God, that big water tower pole thingo is like a star.
If it wasn't for that, I never would have found Stafford road again.

Yay for spending 3 and a half hours walking down random streets trying to get home.

life is good

*happy dances*


I always worry too much.

so what

So what if I aint the smartest person.
Or if I have memory lapses.
Everyone does.

But if there's one thing I hate.
It's when people pin point exactly where your faults are, and announce them so that everyone can have a good laugh.
Yeah, I'm not the smartest chick in grade 11, I never said I was.
But who the fuck do you think you are to make me feel bad about myself because of that?
You aren't the smartest.
You aren't the most talented.
And yet you spend hours laughing at the expense of others because you think it's funny.
Or maybe it's because you knw you aren't the smartest.
And by doing all this, people are blind to your own stupidness.

Try hard bitches, they're all the same.
As long as someone is looking at them, they don't care.

Tell you what.
We'll have a battle.
Me and my friends against you and your friend.



No one's ever listening until you make a mistake.

I knew this was coming

No one makes me cry.
What makes him so special?

love her more than my family

I've appointed her as my new official advice giver.
I dunno, something about the way she's been there, done that, just gives me that urge to listen to her.

And when I do mess up, and I know I have.
She doesn't go about making me feel worse than I already do.
Unlike others who don't seem to realise when enough is enough.
Others who also never seem to listen,
but then talk to me like they know every fucking thing about me, and think they're helping.

I want someone to sit down with me,
listen like they give a shit,
tell me that I need to stop stressing and then explain what they think.

I make some crappy decisions.
I fucking know that, and I fucking regret them.
All I want is someone who understands that.
And makes me feel better instead of worse.


Sharni, Kristy. I love you baybe!

dweshjrshfdk

I've had 6 hours sleep in the past 4 days.

And someone who I thought would be there for me, turned out to be a prick.
Not that I didn't see it coming.
But it's still a shock, considering......

bouncy

So yeah, let's play spin the bottle.




And that's how the ghost died.