Just another pointless day.

I vowed that I would make the most of these holidays. Go out, have fun, do my maths assignment.

But instead I always seem to find myself staring blankly outside my windows at the world around me. Asking myself why it is that I never seem to go out there, and promising that I will tomorrow.
But tomorrow becomes the next day, and that becomes next week. And so on.

Though, I did manage to pry myself away from the Sims2 long enough to go for a run around the park a few times.
Only to get home completely pissed off because I was running through mud and figured if I stop now, I won't be back here for a while.
It didn't occur to me that the park is not the only place I can run.

Though running usually makes me feel relaxed and awake.
Two weeks without any physical work; eating chocolate for breakfast, then lunch, then dinner, and then just on the side as a treat. Well, that'll just kinda screw you round a bit.

And now, even as I scold myself for not doing anything productive these holidays, all I can think about it trying to get my divorced couple on the Sims to get back together.

I guess the only productive thing I'm doing these holidays is leaving a nice mark on my window from where my even breath tries to seek some form of freedom.