Egggiesss

My plan this year was to not eat any chocolate for Easter.
Ha, screw that!

Ok, so I was reading Lala's blog about Easter, and it got me thinking.
It got me thinking about how much I don't think, at all.
I don't think about the real meaning behind public holidays, or any ceremonial event.
My thoughts generally stop after I register that it is in fact, a free day.

Well, to start with, I really have no strong belief system.
I guess, you can't call me Athiest, but you can't call me anything else either.
Athiests don't believe in anything at all. No religion, no belief system in general.
Well I accept religions, I have strong feelings towards things.
I believe that when you die, there is an afterlife. What it is, I'm not sure of.
I believe that somewhere in the universe there is a higher being.
I believe that respecting everyones life choices is a necessity, accepting their religions, and taking ideas from their beliefs.
I guess, I form my own religion.
No, I don't believe in the bible. The stories, the ideas, the influences.
I believe in a God, not necessarily a God in the sense that many Christians believe in, but I believe that there is something of a higher power out there.
I don't believe, however, that this higher being created a Mesire and sent him to Earth.
I accept the Christian view on the world, and history, and I accept how they make their guide lines.
I do NOT however, agree with the no-sex-before-marriage rule.

I guess, I don't know what I believe in.
But that's probably because I never actually think about it.
One day, I decided that the bible sounded a bit iffy, so I converted.
I don't know what I converted to. Or why it was so sudden. Or why I was converting without a second thought.
But I did, and I called myself an Athiest.
But that's not what I am.
I don't know what it is that I am anymore.
And it's going to take a lot of V's and a cool night sitting outside to get me to finally figure it out.