There's still time during this class. And seeing as I don't plan on doing any actual work right now, I figure this is a good use of my time.
I feel lonely today.
It's a strange feeling. I'm surrounded by my friends, by people who I know care about me. And yet, I feel more alone than I've ever felt.
I don't know how to explain it.
You're not here today, and so I'm lost.
I keep looking over to where you usually put your bag, or where you sit, expecting to see you. But I don't.
You aren't walking up those stairs, or walking past my classroom. You aren't coming late like you do on days when you have SOR first period.
I don't really talk to you a whole lot when you are here anyway.
But just knowing that you're there, gives me a reason to smile.
You're sick, and I'm worrying.
I can't concentrate now, because you haven't replied to my text.
You told me last night that you blacked out again, and are yet to see a doctor.
If anything happens to you, I really do not know what I would do.
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