I.....uh....

I.....don't even know how to react to that.

If it'll make you happy, then go for it.
Don't ask me.
Do whatever it takes to stop yourself from spirling down further into misery.
I hate seeing you so uspet. So the second you're happy, I'll be happy too.

Even if the thing that will make you happy will hurt like a bitch for me.
It doesn't matter.
It'll only last a little while.. That's just selfish me talking.

In essence.
Do what you want.