When it all falls apart.

I can't believe I just quoted The Veronica's.
Someone spank me.
;-)

This kinda hurts.
After everything I've done for you, everything I have blown off to be with you or talk to you when you need me to.
After it all.
You do this.

Even though she doesn't appreciate you.
She uses you, and you know it.
After everything she hasn't done for you.
She expects too much of you, and controls you.
You do this.

Even though I'm the one you talk to the most.
Even though you complain about her.
Even though you say she's not the one for you.
That you can do better.
You do this.

Even though you say I'm the most amazing person you've met.
Though you tell me all these things.
Though you can trust me, and not her.
Even though I show you how much I care, and she never does.
You do this.

You tell me whatever you're thinking, when you need help, I'm there.
I'll always be there.
She never will be.
And still.
You do this.

You always get so hurt by her.
She never aplogizes.
You always end up depressed, turning to me for help.
And I try, but still.
You do this.

Even though the other day, you told me she wasn't the one for you.
That you know you can do better.
That you want someone who will always be there for you.
Someone like me, but even still.
You do this.

I just don't know why you put yourself through all of this.
When everyone knows you don't deserve it.
You haven't done anything wrong, it's all got to do with her.
And then.
You do this.

Stop going back to her.
You're like a mozzie, attracted to those blue lights.
And you get zapped.
But you never learn, so again.
You do this.

I guess now I'm begging.
I really do hate it when you're depressed.
I hate being the one to try and comfort you, knowing that nothing I say will ever really change what you do.
It's a horrible feeling.
You bring it upon yourself, you know you do.
But you can't stop, I don't know why.
You say it's love.
I think you're wrong.
Love isn't meant to hurt so much.
Love is beautiful.
What she's putting you through isn't beautiful.
What she feels for you isn't love.