Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Suprise.

I love it when people suprise me.
Not in the whole..."BOO!" type way. I just about have a heart attack when people do that to me.
Shutup.

But I love it in the sense that they do something I wasn't expecting them to do.
Something they do to better themselves, or help someone. Even if it's just a matter of them saying something deep and meaningful that I never really expected them to say.

For instance.
I recently recieved a message from a close friend.

It seems that I underestimated you...
No, I wasn't expecting you to do that. I wasn't expecting anything that deep, or anything that thought through.
I really never expected you to be that kind of person.
That wasn't meant to sound mean.

You know how when you first meet someone, you're automatically given that first impression of them?
Don't deny it, everyone gets that.
And you judge them based on that impression.
And no matter what, how close you get to that person. Even if you end up being the best of friends. That first impression that you made will always stick with you.
And that's why this person will constantly suprise you.

That's why, when I got this message... I kinda freaked.
My first impression of you, was that you were not deep, you were not meaning.
I never thought that you would care so much about your friends, or do so much for them.
I guess, in a way, I saw you as a kind of loner.
But, you're not that.
You love being with people, you hate being alone.

I've learnt so much more about you, and yet you continue to suprise me.

I never thought that you could say something so thought through, from the heart.
I never thought that you would be one to care what people thought of you.
I never thought I would actually be able to be your friend.
I actually never thought you cared so much about your school work.

And now look.
We're so close, it's kinda wierd.
I keep thinking I know everything about you, but I don't.
There's always something new I'm learning about you. About your values and morals, and general interests.
You're a hard worker, and you really do show it.

I guess. Don't stop suprising me.
I like it.

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