I'm sorry

I feel that an apology is kinda in order here. I’m sorry.
It’s kinda obvious that I got a little touchy about the whole obesity thing, I didn’t mean to get like that. So, I have really strong beliefs, I think that has become pretty apart with my most recent blogs. I don’t mean to just turn everything someone says around, but I find it hard to listen to people’s opinions that I don’t agree with.

Everyone has their own opinions, everyone has a right to express what they believe and not be criticised. And I understand that, but sometimes, I really do find it hard to sit by and listen to things that I don’t believe in myself.
I just, believe in some things so strongly, that when someone else contradicts my own opinions, I get annoyed.

Like the obesity blog for instance. I understand where you are coming from, I get all of that.
I think where my opinion comes from, is just that I listen to so many people, and I hear all about what their life is like, I hear them call themselves fat, and I sit there and watch them starve themselves, turn bulimic.
And I can’t help them.
Why?
Because they’ve spent their lives being told that very thing, “You’re fat”. They’ve heard it so much, it’s true to them. All they want to do is make it stop, and make it stop fast. They do drastic things, stupid things. They take the easy road.
And I’m not ok with that. Not because it is the ‘easy road’ but because these people are the reason that they are doing that to themselves.
People that judge, are the reason we have so many miserable people around us.

I do understand you, and why you believe the things that you do. Why you wrote that blog.
But you don’t know these people the way that I do.
You don’t know how your words can affect someone.
You don’t know why they are that way.
And you’re not helping them by thinking these things.

I’m sorry. This isn’t much of an apology.
I can’t help it.