It's official.

Yeah.
I'd also like to make a formal apology.

I don't regret the things I said.
I still believe that I had a right to say the things I said, even though you might think otherwise.
I was standing up for what I know to be right, so you can say what you want, it doesn't phase me.

But I'm sorry.
I know there were other ways I could've gotten my point across.
But unlike what you may think, I know I had the right.

I still mean everything I said.
But I'm sorry that I said it in the way that I did.
You didn't deserve the way I spoke about about it, and I know that now.
So I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I hurt you, I'm sorry that I let myself speak the way that I did.
I'm sorry that I stooped to that level. The one that I hate.
But I did, and I can't take it back.



And just to make it official.
I do love all of you.
But I can't be in this position anymore, I hate the fighting, I hate the bitching.
I hate the blogs.
So, I'm going to leave.

I love you all beyond belief, but I need to be somewhere where everyone likes being around each other.
Somewhere where I feel like I belong.
Instead of just being in the middle, watching everyone secretly hating each other.

I found that place.